Although this video from 2014 can be seen elsewhere on this site, I wanted to post it here, now, as I commit to writing more deeply, clearly, and joyfully in this new year.
Here’s the title poem from Crazing, which will be coming out at the beginning of August. (My apologies; I am unable to make the software reproduce the formatting of the original poem.)
red clay crackling –
crazed they call it
it’s called crazing
and I am crazing
cracking open like a chick from a shell
or pressing outward
that’s more like it –
and the skin cracks!
are the stigmata
Or de-formation –
growing more and more peculiar
as what is inside squirms
and pushes with its heels –
O lumpy skin-sack!
O my Africa!
mapping yourself outward
in rift-zones, thready tributaries –
See the glaze crack?
And the glazed eyes craze?
Yes. This. It’s me.
Sudden Oak Death Syndrome
Down the long body of California,
ramalina drapes the dead shoulders of oaks
with her bent hair.
Lace lichen. It’s the color of sadness,
of rain that goes on for a long time,
of things fading into the distance.
Behind its veil ooze black
cankers of phytophthora ramorum.
We are in plague time now,
these dead too many to bury, shrouded
in lace the color of smog, fallen
like kindling over the stucco-colored hills,
behind dry lakebeds
where are tattooed the lost shapes of reeds.
Here I name them, the old friends:
live oak, scrub oak, white oak, black oak,
coffeeberry, huckleberry, buckeye, bay laurel,
rhododendron, manzanita, madrone, sequoia.
In the fires, even their roots will burn.
We leave our children a place with no eyelids.
They will die thirsty,
telling stories of our green shade.
Crow Teaches the Song of Himself
I walk out into kelp-smell, clouds of swifts rising,
and one fine crow, taking, like me, the air.
Through striped poppies with orange flauntings
sulfur-colored mustard, wild tomatoes –
and here’s that one fine crow,
swanking down the path ahead of me.
Ah, how he is taken with himself!
How he knows he adorns the day!
For the whole sky rides in his blue-black feathers
and the sun of his yellow eye.
And I too swank – I too in his wake
loaf and stroll and glint my shining eyes
at a pack of truant gulls whooping and helling
round a squadron of portly pelican beadles
at leapfrog terns and peregrines
and small black-and-yellow bees in the lupine.
And I nod to right and left over my gleaming
shoulders, fine as this briny day.
In many traditions, the grouse is a symbol of the spiral dance to the heart of mystery. Here she is also an offering to my own limping, arthritic joints.
Grouse spins inward, dances
the one-wing limp-dance –
the hunched, knee-favoring,
Round and round she dances
dragging a wing, a thumb joint,
and the dragged part, flightless,
makes a spiral in the dust –
a whorl, a shell-shape, an ear.
What you must follow
is not the bright chest exposed
to arrows but the dragged
wing, the lurch, the dark thing
hidden, which you thought dead.
There is the pivot, the way in,
the still place where she falls
down and down, until
she touches where flying cannot go.